Tonight when I think about you..

Halooo...
Long time I didn't write on my site.. Because there were many things that made me couldn't write here.. Hehehe forget about it..

Today, I was so happy because I met with someone who inspired me, supported me, could make me happy, could make a smile on my face, could make me dreamed him... Yes he drove me insane.. Hehehe..

I don't what it is.. My best friend said if fell into him, actually I still don't know what my true felling.. Hassh.. Maybe if there are my friends read it, they'll know someone that I mean..

Well, I write this because now I want to do it.. I don't need other read or comment it. I just want to express my feeling..
Hwahahaha.. I laugh many times when I wrote this.. Because maybe now, I am crazy about it all..

Did you ever have a feeling with someone? Yes, I did it. Yes, You did it too..

When someone always gave a care for you. And U happy because him or her...
When someone tested you to see how much U care with him or her. And you success made him believe that u always care with him or her...
When someone tried to see "do you jealous with me?". And U showed that u really jealous with him or her if they close with other..
When someone want to meet you. And U directly said that u want it too...
When someone tell many thing for you about him or herself. And U listened him or her with well. And U told him or her about yourself too and he or she showed appreciated for you too..

Oooh God these were so terrible... Why I ever have it all?
I don't know, Maybe actually I never have those all, I just expected too far.
But I have enjoyed with it all. And I have fell too deep..
Was I happy with it all? I don't know it too.. Maybe I was happy but I was so poor too.. Huhuhu..

Maybe in other time, I believe U and other will know it all... And when U or other know it all, will you or they shock? I don't know...
or the terrible thing happened, U become hate or disappointed or other thing that I am afraid to imagine it.
Yes is up to U.. U have your own heart, and I don't have a right to interfere you...

Maybe in other time my feeling have changed... But I will remember it all, remember that you ever there was in my heart... I think I'll never regret it all because I got many thing from it all..
Maybe it'll become so silly thing but never mind. All things always give us many learning that so precious for us so we'll become a better person.. Right? hehe

I deliver a deeply sorry from my bottom heart for you..
and Thanks a lot for you...

Tonight when I think about you...

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